fifth day

listening to 真的, 我没事

friend who are still concerning about me.
thks. but 真的, 我没事, serious. i just need
time arhs. lols.

the rose that he used to gave me had successfully
turn into dried rose already. ahhas. and i'm so
so happy about it. every morning i will just go and
take a quick look before going out or doing things.

no mould, no insects, and no ant or whatever, it
success larhs. my first ever time turning a rose
to dried one leh. i have friends whom didn't success.
so try again next year? =/

going back to st john later. hahhas, i would like to
see how thing had turned. lols. hopefully everything
is okays. look like huizhen had replace my position there,
she is known as a tigress already. lols.

fourth day

listening to 我的错

have not been sleeping well for the past few days.
always slept at 3 4 5 am. and was always being woke
up by huimien and shuyan in the morning at 9 10 11 am.
oh my tian, i'm so tired. hahahas.

my forever didn't changed habit, sms and on phone
is making my phone low batt easily. lols. had chats
with mum for these 2 nights, and she said i'm "over mature"
for my age. hahahs. not good meh?

will update again soon. ahhas. wilyn faster update! ahhas



处女座表面上快乐开朗，其实心里多半比较痛苦。他们似乎可以轻易地忘掉昨夜痛彻心扉的哭声，不知不觉地进入第二天乐得合不拢嘴的状态。

third day

it's always night time that i will miss the past.
and yeah the past between us.

cousins zhibing xinru came over my house to
watch VCD. we watch " wild child" "wu xia liang chu"
and also "titanic" for the whole days. and we ate
many chips and fruit throughout.

i'm hoping my love would be similar to this 3 shows.
i'm glad to be surround by friends to make my day
pass easier.

up till today i know something.

" everything is so different now..." i need time to catch
my breath to continue.

the second day we broke up, afraid to see photos gone in fs

listening to chuan shuo

heart to heart talked with esther
and realise many thing and rmb
many things. hope she feels better.
and i feels better too.

we haven take any neoprints
we haven frame up any photos
we haven done many things....
many things had fade away
i'm afraid to see...


ink thks for staying with me throughout.
but i still miss him.

the broke up day

i will take time to forget things
you're the first that i thought of today.
這段感情值得我愛過你

MR HOR WANWU! hahhas
thks for making me happy.
you are reading my blog! i know.

keep in contact always. i missed
the time when we always on phone
hahahs.

pictures of shuqi birthday!!!

you are never around

da jie, happy birthday eh! ahhahas
hopes you enjoyed ytd, and i get
so tired ytd. ahhahas. MISS you larhs

do you ppl believe in horoscope?
cos i do. hahahas

Virgo

As the Sign of Service, one of Virgo's favorite roles is to be of help to friends and lovers. The industrious, efficient and well-organized Virgo will rarely have trouble pulling this off, and a banquet at their hands will mean an evening of delectable treats. Ruling Planet Mercury symbolizes Communication; Virgos are possessed of an ability to reason clearly, resolve issues and take a romance to new heights. Virgo can, at times, be shy and a bit repressed, so someone who can bring them out of these depths will be rewarded with a vibrant lover. Concerned with health as they are, a doctor-nurse fantasy is the max for this Sign!

Virgo and Romance

The well-toned Virgo often has a body which is the envy of many, thanks to a healthy regimen of diet and exercise. It's safe to say that a heady game of tennis followed by a leafy salad would be aphrodisiac enough for those born under this sign. Many encounters with Virgo will be a well-choreographed ballet of excellent taste, seeing as how neat surroundings and stylish accoutrements are considered important to these folk. The level-headed Virgo is also a conciliator where romance is concerned, perhaps because being in love for them means falling hard. All that effort cannot be wasted. As a result, this perfectionist aims to please, and Virgo's lover will be one happy camper. Wise partners, though, will know that the Virgin also needs a place to call home.

Virgo in Relationships

Virgo's easygoing nature and Earth sign quality makes for a reliable and steady sort who relishes the opportunity to be helpful to their partner. The Virgin's devotedness also signals that a great deal of energy will go into making the relationship work. Those born under this sign tend to strive for the perfect relationship. The best reward for the oft-repressed Virgo is a lover who is willing to bring them into full flower, releasing a passionate and sensual soul. A relationship with a strong yet sensitive partner is one which is almost guaranteed success. The independent and never clingy Virgin may seem ultra-cool on the outside, but inside smolders a red-hot ravisher waiting to release potent charms on a deserving partner. The ideal Virgo soul mate is well-dressed, empathetic and dying to show their Virgo a good time.

What Virgo Needs

The striving achiever that is Virgo lusts for someone who can play in their league. Sports are often the perfect release for partners, since the Virgin adores the one who shares their love for good health and excellence. Those born under this sign want and need a strong and free lover who will draw them out and acquaint them with sexual pleasure. A partner who is secure, can take the initiative and can easily communicate sexual and romantic feelings will win Virgo's heart. If Virgo can mate with someone who'd have sex at the beach as easily as in the bedroom, it could be a match made in heaven!

With Virgo, it's all in the details and doing things right. The caring and romantic Virgin knows that the small things in life and love do matter. Couple that with an eagerness to serve, and Virgo's lucky lover is in for a wonderful ride!

hahas. i get this from esther blog, and i presume, somehow is true?

lols

roses

listening to an jing le

feel love?

5 days after valentine's day, i'm still
keeping that rose given by him, i planned
to make it as dried rose. first time thought
of doing it, no idea whether it will succeed
anot. hopefully it will.

if you come into my room, you'll see i place my
rose like this, this is the procedure of doing dried
roses. and everyday i will look at the roses before
going to bed. lols.

can you see how much i love the rose? lols
up till now i'll still hold on the roses and

took pictures with it, though it gonna be
dried or wither soon, i guess i love the roses
more than him. hhahas.

cramp

happy 4th month baby
met him, had subway
saw joann, chatted with her
home sweet home, sleeping.
and now stomach cramp with
that big aunty . fcuk-.-
cramp, =(

listening to 如果你也听说

after that day, i seems to change my attitude towards you.
you've no idea how much effort i putted in, in this friendship.

you aint the first one who made me feel so disappointed, sad
or feel so stupid to commit in this friendship. all i could say is
i guess i'm stupid, i'm naive.

happy valentine with baby

listening to 如果你也听说



out with hande, his gf and baby only till
evening and i spend the rest with baby!

valentine day, aww i feel so loved by baby.
on this particular day i realise how much
he meant to me, he's so sweet and lovely.

he is much more better than what i expect,
he is much more better than other guy whom
i know. he keep me accompany for the whole
day afraid of me being left out, i seriously love
the way he treated me.

i still love the way you hug me, you kiss me,
and the way you say the 3 words to me.
your hug is always so warmth, you kiss is
always so soft and the 3 words is always so
sweet when it is saying out from your mouth.

i'm glad that i'm with him. we knew each
other for 5 years, and it is fate to let us be
together. i feel so blessed to be love by you
your love is strong that it made my heart
melts.

baby you are much more important those
roses and present, without you all these is
meaningless. without you i would not have
all this too. you are just like an universe to me

i end the day with this wide smile with baby!

i love you!

everything is spoilt
and yes i'm not very happy
don you find it so?

shopping spree

listening to imagine me without you

have been going shopping for the past few days,
and also spending my money for the past few days.
wtf i spend 200+ on my shopping stuff. and money
gone just like a blink! hahhas. but too many sales
in shopping malls and i couldn't really get on hold
myself, so i kept splurging like there's no tml, or
there will be someone to spon me with lots of cash?
lols.

no picture posted, as i'm waiting for michelle to send
me pictures. lols.

went out today with michelle again. and i bought tops
from topshop and etc AGAIN. hahhas. broke larhs.
aww, when i haven recover from my sickness, i still
went to have swensen with michelle. lols.

last day of work

listening to always be my baby

didn't work anymore, hmm i was like kinda sack?
lols, or rather i should say they found someone to
replace me, or they found out that me and shuyan
are cousin? LOLS.

on the 4th of feb 2009
i went back to office despite i'm still down with flu
cough sore throat and etc, i was in the office for like
1 hour den then i was submitted to HR office to see
the HR manager Georgia.

3 question she asked me

1. Do you still want to work?
i replied nope

2. Do you want to leave?
i replied yes

3. Are you happy working here
i replied, not so but still okays larhs

and the last thing she said to me is, then you may
leave now. i apologised for that. we've also found
someone to replace you, as you said you still want
to further your studies. And i just leave the office
or should i say RTC like this. lols. After leaving RTC
i went over to baby house, spend a few hours with him
and off i went to meet shuyan, as she took a half day
leave, to consider whether to stay on RTC too, as there
too many unhappiness thing happened throughtout.

On the 5th of Feb 2009
Woke up very early to meet TOHHUILING for breakfast,
and also a short catch up between us. lols. chat for awhile
and she went work already. lols.

Went out with laoda de gf, lols. she is actually my brother
gf larhs, emily. lols. went to get our V'days present ,but we
actually forget that our main point for today is getting
present for them, ahhahas. we went shopping for ourselves.
hahahs. we went marina square, raffles city, city link, and
after that we went over to town (orchard). lols.

Shopped at topshop zara miss selfrigde and also m)phosis.
bought items from topshop, miss selfrigde and m)phosis.
oh my, i loves... lols.

Lastly we went to Cine to have our dinner at HongKong cafe,
saw the Manager again, ahhas. this time round, he treated me
a yuan yang and jie jie ice milo. lols. i always get free item if i
went there. ahhahas. went to look for Aislnn Tan for a chat, as
she is working in cine larhs. lols hahas, she cute larhs hors. ahahas

i didn't ate medicine for like the whole day, i totally forget about
it. hahhas.

listening to an old song(i have no idea what song is that)

hmm, didn't went to work for both today and ytd.
went to see a doctor, and i'm down with fever, flu
cough, blocked nose and also throat inflammation.
suay right!

went to look for baby ytd in the morning, initially
i took off just to keep him accompany, but end up
i'm sick, hopefully i didn't pass it to him.

together with baby, we went over to his friend house
playing cards, blackjack, p8p9. i didn't played, i just
sat down there and watched him playing and winning.
lols. enough to yang not baby? hahahs.

aftermath we went back to his house, and i was like
damn tired, i fall asleep in his room, while he continue
playing cards with his friends.

lastly, i went to jp to meet shuyan, we both went to
see doctor. dinner with her at lai lai kitchen. and
home sweet home..

new year day

listening to xing fu bu mie

hmm today rachel, cuiwen, yongting, esther
gerald, fish michelle, junhao, weihong, haojie,
kangyang, chee hao, zibing, weichong and
felicia came over my house to bai nian. hahahs.

no idea why i didn't have the mood to gamble,
like so weird. hahhas. but well, i still do hope ppl
who came today enjoyed yourself, pardon me for
being a poor host. lols

and baby, since when my room become your room?
my house become your house? my bed become your
bed? since when you are the owner?

went to have dinner with relative at beach road restaurant.
didn't ate alot but i'm so full. lols.