My choice my life my regrets

At times I hate making choices in life bcos there are bound to have regrets within the choices made. 21 years in my life, I made logical and impulsive choices that cause me to have life time regrets and joyful moments.

Today, I met the same thing as 3 years back. Just bcos I had my regrets and fear once before, I couldn't force myself to step forward this time round. I kept having doubts and insecurities for the same situation.

I fear of rejection as much as I fear for disappointment. So much to think of, especially when my egoistic acts up. I hate it when my mind and heart conflict bcos the one who feel agony would be myself.

I've no idea what to do for my next steps. All I know is, I'm afraid of making the wrong move and leaving more regrets in life.

My only wish now is to make a right choice to try and succeed. I'm glad all these only happen after my poly life end.

老伴豆花

Finally had my 老伴豆花 after saying it for ages that I wanna try. Actually I prefer rocher tau huey still.

They belong to different types and taste of tau huey which I think we cannot compare them directly. Hahahahah .

Kangaroo feeding

The best part of the gold coast trip was I manage to pluck my courage to feed and cuddle them. Goshhh! They are so cute. They look so gentle as well.

Gold coast

Bought wifi ! I took my huge courage to take picture with this small lil sheep. Awwww. So cute right ! Ultimate love.

Insecure

When insecurities act up, life can be a bitch. I rather go back to what I've been through for the past 3 years than facing you now.

I believe god chose this route for me with a reason. I hate to say this but I'm still having the phobia.

In less than 24 hours I'm leaving to gold coast for a week, I hope the same thing wouldn't happen just like ink and prada.

心乱

无能为力。我错了吗？另一个不该有的习惯。心理的无奈 :(