My choice my life my regrets

At times I hate making choices in life bcos there are bound to have regrets within the choices made. 21 years in my life, I made logical and impulsive choices that cause me to have life time regrets and joyful moments.

Today, I met the same thing as 3 years back. Just bcos I had my regrets and fear once before, I couldn't force myself to step forward this time round. I kept having doubts and insecurities for the same situation.

I fear of rejection as much as I fear for disappointment. So much to think of, especially when my egoistic acts up. I hate it when my mind and heart conflict bcos the one who feel agony would be myself.

I've no idea what to do for my next steps. All I know is, I'm afraid of making the wrong move and leaving more regrets in life.

My only wish now is to make a right choice to try and succeed. I'm glad all these only happen after my poly life end.