i'm sad

too many things happen. i'm speechless. i state my stand clearly. i may be too straight, but please understand, i am like this, i put myself in your shoes before. if you think everything i wish to turn out this ways, you are wrong, i treasure friends more then boyfriends, i would rather lost bf den you guys. the disappointment and sadness, do you all know. i'm tired

FUCK IT

too many quarrels and fight recently i'm tired

FINALLY I KNOW WHAT KIND OF FUCKING PERSON ARE YOU, CCB THINK FOR YOURSELF, FUCK CAN. PUT YOURSELF IN OTHER SHOES. YOU KNOW WHO I'M TALKING ABOUT. I REALLY WONDER IF YOU ARE REALLY MY FRIENDS, ARE YOU WORTH TO BE MY FRIENDS, I KNOW PPL CHANGE BUT CCB YOU CAN CHANGE SO FRANTICALLY EH. TOOK FRIENDS FOR GRANTED LIKE NOBODY BUSINESS, PS US LIKE AS IF YOU HAVE NO MISTAKE. MAKE USED OF US LIKE WE ALL DUNNOE LIKE THAT BUT THE FACT IS WE KNOW. IF YOU KNOW WHO THE FUCK AM I SAYING YOU BETTER CHANGE. NB I HAD ENOUGH OF THIS. YOU KNOW HOW I TREAT FRIENDS, IF YOU TREAT ME AS TRASH I WONT TREAT YOU ANY BETTER. IF BY MONEY CAN BREAK OUR FRIENDSHIP I DUN MIND ALREADY, COS THIS WILL MEAN THAT OUR FRIENDSHIP ONLY WORTH THUS MUCH.

LEECHYEPOH
I'M TALKING ABOUT YOU! YOU BETTER MAKE YOUR MIND CLEAR. FOR GOODNESS SAKE EVERYONE KNEW THAT IF WE BET ON SOMETHING WITH FRIENDS HE OR SHE LOST WE WILL JUST SAY PLAY PLAY DE FORGET IT. THIS IS COMMON SENSE, BUT NVM SINCE I LOST TO YOU AND I HAVE TO RETURN YOU THE MONEY, BUT FUCK YOU DUN DARE TELL ME YOURSELF IS IT, STILL HAVE TO ASK HUILING TO TELL ME ABOUT THIS, ARE YOU AFRAID I DO NOT HAVE MONEY TO RETURN YOU? OR IS IT YOU THINK I WONT ADMIT LOSTING TO YOU.

FOR GOODNESS SAKE EVERY FRIENDS KNOW THAT I'M NOT THIS KIND OF PERSON.

WHEN WE JIO YOU GO EAT, YOU FUCKER YOU SAY YOU NO MONEY, BUT YOU CAN SPEND SO MUCH MONEY ON UR GF FOR THAT BEN AND JERRY ICE CREAM WHICH COST MORE THAN A MEAL THAT IS EATEN WITH US.

WHEN WE JIO YOU GO EAT YOU SAY YOU ARE NOT FREE, BUT THE FACT IS YOU ARE MEETING HUILING.

WHEN WE ARE CELEBRATING KIMWEE BIRTHDAY THE MOMENT YOU HEARD HUILING BAD MOOD YOU LEFT HALFWAY TO LOOK FOR HER.

YUQIANG BIRTHDAY YOU DIN EVEN GO CELEBRATE WITH HIM, WHAT A GOOD BROTHER YOU ARE.

YONGTING BIRTHDAY, JUST COS UR GF DUN LIKE HER, YOU DEN NEVER GO CELEBRATE YONGTING BIRTHDAY, FOR THE PAST 4 YEAR EVEN IF YOU DUN REALLY LIKE YONGTING YOU STILL CELEBRATE BIRTHDAY WITH HER, NOT GOT UR GF JIU MUST CHANGE LEHH
WHEN YOU WAN SEND YOUR GF HOME JIU JIO ALL OF US GO EAT, EAT TILL HALFWAY JIU FASTER WAN GO BACK, SAY RUSH IN TIME. CCB YOU TRYING TO MAKE USE OF FRIENDS IS IT!

SATURDAY MEANT FOR GF SO WHENEVER WE JIO YOU OUT YOU WILL SAY YOU NOT FREE, WHAT A NOT FREE YOU HAVE. EVEN IF WE JIO YOU FIRST YOU ALSO WILL SAY NOT FREE, UNLESS UR GF CANT GO OUT ON THAT DAY.

PLS DUN TELL UR GF WE NEVER JIO YOU GO OUT, OR IS WHENEVER WE JIO YOU GO OUT IS THE DAY WHEN YOU ARE NOT FREE COS WE ALWAYS ASK YOU OUT BUT YOU DUN WAN AND SAY NO MONEY BUT YOU ARE ALWAYS WITH GF.

DUN EVER SAY YOU JIO US OUT AND WE DUN WAN. WE REJECT YOUR ASKING COS WE KNOW THAT IS COS OF UR GF CANNOT GO WITH YOU DEN YOU ASK US DE. PLS NONE OF US WAN TO BE SPARE TYRE ESPECIALLY ME.

WHEN YOU TELL US YOU HAVE NO FUCKING MONEY, DEN DUN SAY TREAT US PLAY POOL DEN END UP TAKE BACK MONEY FROM US. PLS HAVE UR OWN FUCKING SELF OPINION AND NOT FOLLOW BLINDLY WITH UR GF.

listening to zi cong yu jian ni

having fever, cough, flu, running nose and sore throat right now! sigh. diin attend school today, but i guess later on i will attend the AEM bahs. cos i already skip ytd lesson as i went to visit the doctor. and the doctor say my voice hoarse hoarse de sexy. wth. hmm cant be help i was like totally no voice den still geng some come out. hopefully later on i wont feel so sick. i dun like. i don like science=( they seem to be so difficult to understand, or is it i make them difficult to understand? lols. well is okays larhs. i stop here i wan go back to sleep. i'm so super tired.

weng qing hai

listening to bu zhi de

rmb my total defence day? i had a pic taken with weng qing hai.

pictures

listen to ai hai tao tao

here are some photos that i went out with bing and ru

SJAB

listening to lu tai wan

hmmm, ytd was my last training in st john, YET i got to teach my sec 1 lecture and and some hand on practical, playing captain ball with them. hmm but actually in okays, is just that, i'm not in a good mood and i scare i may scold them for venting my anger. but lucky i did not. i controlled. even though ytd is my last day, i don't really felt happy, but neither i'm sad. maybe the past disappointment is too much for me. i do not know what else i can do to help st john. hmm, few more week to my farewell will my speech mind to them? i really hope they will do do their best out of st john. rmb one thing. dun ever talk about authority in st john. unless under some circumstance when there is a need for the chairman and vice chair to make decision. do everything with confident. and my sec 1 i sincerely wish you all will be happy in st john, work hard, strive hard. dare to dream high for st john. but dun ever talk about authority. if you wan a community to strive and not drop, work as a whole. teamwork is really important. enough of here. take care st john.

sad day

listen to wo bu pei

sigh! feeling damn fucking irritated, sad, frustrated. friday gonna be my last day in st john. hmm why cant you understand me? or him? you always think you are right but the fact is you are not. i miss the past. i dun seem to be myself? can you guys understand everything? consideration is what we often say, but we doesnt seem to be able to do it. i've been trying to study damn freaking hard already can, but my test are all like just passed. WTF! WTH larhs, i dunno what i wanna say also, sigh!

YTD

hahas. ytd had a gal outing. lol. with zhibing and xinru. went bhoby guat to meet them for lunch, and i was LATE, so sorry. hahas. i was late all thks to my brother and his friend DAVID. we took 700 and it take me 45 minutes to reach bhoby guat. hhahas, but it is was for my brother and david. lols. so after we had our lunch,we train-ed to bugis, went haji lane, took a few pic, but it was all with ZHIBING camera they haven send me. lols. diin bought anything at there, as it was so expensive, omg. hahhas. but i saw a top at there. so nice yet exp it cost 59 buck. anyone wan buy for me? LOLL. we our beloved wanted go clark quay which i dunnno how to go, so we decide to train there, meanwhile i saw KENNETH KAY at bugis mrt. woah it been a long time since i saw me, well io forget to get his number for contact. anyone have his number please give it to me alright? so we train-ed halfway and me ru and bing decided to go marina square instead, hahhas, we went there shopping, at last! we diin went home empty handed, hahahs, i bought a few accessories at dorothy perkin and diva. and i bought a m)phosis flats. hahas. ru bought a m)pohsis tote bag and also accessories at dorothy perkin and dive. lols. lastly we have bing who bought a top from dorothy perkin and accessories from DIVA AGAIN! hahas. quite a shopping spree for us. well i like. hahhaas. shall stop here, i will upload photo once i have it.
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