additional for a happy event. which is i manage to go out with tam jian de, and chyepoh and yeah, is a happy event, dunno since when we said we wanna meet up, but only at the 12 of july then we manage too, sorry eh mr tam that steady king, ahhas. hmm we went to orchard, and none of them bought anything, still say wan go shopping, end up i'm the only one who bought a top, hahas. gosh, both of the guy were late, and let me wait for them. hmm but well, i'm forgiving enough, i waited for them for i think 15 minutes. lols. so for that half day, we were just shopping around town, and settle our dinner at hongkong cafe, BUT jiande didn't ate anything, lols. after that went to pool, and, poor me, =( didn't win at all. after this, we went home, and before we went home, we took some pictures. ahhahas

i think thats the most natural smile he had with me before. LOL

and a picture with cp.

i loves this, anyone wanna give me?

listening to ni bu zai

i know it's been a long time since i post. i guess many people would realise, i only blog when i don't really feels happy. and this time round is about the same. somehow i don't treat this as a blog, instead is a diary that kept all my unhappy memories, but of cos some happiness inside too. and i have no idea what i can write now. i'm feeling rather stupid, not rather is very stupid, when i'm trying to console, or to help people in their problem they faces, end up i get a lecture from them, i know they wasn't in purpose as they are too sad to hear these, but get the fact, you guy are the one who look for me, not i look for you all, and somehow i will get sick and tired of this, i would also feel sad. and for people who lied to me, wtf , here i'm trying not to hurt you people, y take me for granted. people do get hurts so am i. when i look happy doesn't mean i'm really fcuking happy...

i am typing all this, not cos i wan get people attention, i just need someone or rather something to talk to. so people, dun try to say anything if you guys dunno anything.


enough of my unhappiness, here are some happy de, only some pictures.

my lovely cousin or eh nephew

my lovely aunt. ahhahas