duper long since i ever update my blogs. met with pearl baobeii ytd, ate dinner with her. LOL i miss her lots eh. hmm two day ago which is my sch sport day, wth everyhing sucks, and i had to go help out for sjab, actually i dun mind helping, but the thing is we are help and there are ppl saying we extra? wtf, i dun see any seriousness in them, i dun see any sense of urgency in them, i dun see any FIRST AID SKILL on them, is like they ar ein st john for year and yet a simple thing they also dunnoe, not only they let us down they even let themselves done by doing such a lousy job. how they expect teacher to see them as?

i have teacher asking me,
" lihui have you found any successor?" so what can i reply them?

" hey lihui why is it i see only the sec 4 and 5 treating the casualty?" what can i reply to them also?

"you gal are already step down why are you all kept doing in st john" can you all help me answer?

heat exhaustion, skull fracture, heat stroke, wounds and bleeding, this are the thing we taught before but all the st john doesnt seem to know what to do, are you guy blind of fucking stupid? even the sec 1 can know what to do to help casulty, i can even see the sense of urgency from ralph, chunsien and aarron, what about my seniors,? what are you all doing? all my senior pls kindly think of all this, dun throw ur own face in front of junior, dun every cry in front of them too,

NAZIRA YOU BETTER LISTEN UP, YOU ARE TAKING THE PUBLIC DUTY POST YOU BETTER DO PROPERLY, SJAB IS NOT FOR YOU TO RUIN OR ANYTHING, TAKE THE INITIATIVE TO ASK AND DO THING, DUN WAIT FOR THING THAT IS GONE DEN CRY."

and the thing is we put in our effort to help, yet none of you appreciate us? but well is okays already, i made myself clear, i will i never help out in sjab anymore, unless i go for officer course.