Truth vs lies

谎言还是真相？
因为不了解和稀少的勇气，我不知错。
心理的无奈 。

SIM-RMIT

My third week of school and I'm adapting back being a student once again. Beside lectures and assignments, there isn't much thing that happen. Good thing to note, I have at least one eyecandy to look upon during class however he had his goatee shaved and somehow not looking as attractive as before :( #sad

Trying to maintain or to have good time management ever since school start. I'm struggling among school, tuitions, fitness first training, assignments and spending quality time with my friends and family. Never get so depress about my life untill a week ago. I was feeling almost the lowest peak in my life and felt like crying. I don't even have much of the private time for myself and I felt so upset about my life .

I went on blaming my life for being so tiring and feeling sad when no one really understand how I feel . It seems easy at some point of time , but it's really not . I might not use the correct words or term but I truly know how depressing I was at that time :(

This blog is always here , like the usual space for me to rant and speak. The only space where I can peacefully pen down all my thoughts .

Can you imagine both my assignment got to be submitting one day before my birthday celebration, another on my actual birthday. What's wrong man ? Sighhh .

Resignation

Hunger games end. My journey with USS ended too. I miss those times when we work tgt as a team. The glory we had and the shit we been through tgt was too hard to be forgotten.

I started as an internship student and converted to casual. I see how Gs work tgt as a family. I really miss them alot .

I send my resignation letter with my heavy heart. The sadness was overwhelming to be explained in words . Or probably I'm never good with words. I will never forget my times at Gs. The best team ever :(



I miss working at Gs with the same old gang.

Insecure

When insecurities act up, life can be a bitch. I rather go back to what I've been through for the past 3 years than facing you now.

I believe god chose this route for me with a reason. I hate to say this but I'm still having the phobia.

In less than 24 hours I'm leaving to gold coast for a week, I hope the same thing wouldn't happen just like ink and prada.

thoughts in st john

世界上没有什么是不可能的。
我相信有一天我能放下所有的失望。

i decided not to go back anymore.
even if i pass out. i guess i made the
wrong decision in the first place.

as always, time is always not enough for me.
there are times when i really want to take a break.
whenever i thought i can sit back and relax,
things alway happen. i care for too much.

reflect yourself in mirror, take a clear view
of who you are and who you want to be!