Too much emotions

Before the start of 2011, I officially broke down once again. I never thought I would cried so hard after so long. I guess I was tipsy by then, if not I know I'm able to hold my emotion very well. I made Ai ren worried I guess. I'm sorry once again.

The little sour feeling inside my heart was unbearable. I never thought I will let off so easily. I didnt want that night anymore. It's seems to be a torture for me. The pain, the memories, the tears and the promises are far too much for me to bear with. I need to give up and move on.

I regretted. Yes, I'm sorry.

Thanks to Ai ren and Boon :)