Mood Swing

I have terrible mood swing now. Don ask me why. Bcos I have no idea. I have the urge to smoke, and I just went to buy a pack to curb my urge. After smoking a few stick, I regreted-.- Bcos I manage to stop for so long and I pick it up again. Life is such a bitch, I should go die-.-

Third day of day, it totally drained me down. I'm feeling tired every now and then. Every single day after school, I always want to leave the school so badly so I could go home and rest but fcuk Rp bcos I still have RJ to do.

I hate mood swings, bcos I know I will offend ppl who want to talk to me, my tone wont sound nice. My attitude wont be good. But i really have no idea why am I like this today. I don get mood swings often, or rather I didn't have mood swings for a long time. Must be the start of school made me feel so lethargic.

Please allow me to be back to normal state please. I hate this feelings. I need somewhere to pen down my thoughts, blogger you've been great today. Thank you