undescribable feelings

Since last few weeks, I always had this undescribable feelings within myself. I guess something is lack in my life. I'm bored I guess.

2010 ain't a good year for me. Time flies, it's been 8 months. It's already August, not even a single thing that made me really happy or memorable. If you ask me what is the happiest thing that happen to me this year, I could only say when there were gatherings with my clique. But if you were to ask me what is the most unhappy thing, I could list out every single shit !

I've been more and more sensitive as before. I always suppress my own feelings. I hate this feelings. I'm being paranoid in a way. I've not change, I'm still like before. All I need is someplace, someone and some reason for me to rant everything. I need to stop all these nonsense. OH FUCK THIS.