the one i always thought i can last the friendship with, turn out to be the first to end. From lover to friend, to even a friend who I used to be very close even after break up. How much time do both of us took to become friends or buddy again. How much time do both of us have the endure the past awkwardness. How much effort we both got to commit to revive this friendship. This isnt a easy stage, but why? things turn out like this. just bcos you say you are tired? Silent means consent, if one choose to keep mum, idk how will things turn out too. Everythings takes 2 hand to clap. You are the one who choose to forsake us, from my point of view.

so what is truth now? once bitten twice shy. i don want to be in the same route again. In a way i'm scare, another was i am really disappointed. I'm someone who cannot take empty promises and disappointments. i believe most ppl cant too.