passion drives, no more

it's been a long time ever since people probe me
anything regarding about sj, till today tim do so.

happiness and sorrow happen for many years.
there're years i gave up, and also keep going on.
till months ago, something disheartening happened.
i made myself gave up once again. i swear it was
super sad and disappointing. giving up onto something
or someone again and again for twice or even thrice
stops me from going back. bcos this is never ending.

call me useless or coward. but i gave up. bcos i have
no drive to continue like the past.

special thanks you sir dingjun. without you, whatever
i done in sj is nothing. without you, i doubt i will have
knowledge in leadership skills and discipline.

yet, i am sorry.