listening to a song which i have no idea who sing it nor i know the tittle

i will cut short my blog as i have no idea how to blog in proper.
working since monday.


8/1/2009
thursday went out with zhibing and mummy after work, and
bought a top from max&more. and nothing else.

9/1/2009
friday i met baby in the morning at his house, and both of us
were so tired that we slept for an hour plus.

met happy meal family(HMF)to ngee ann poly open house, a
so called gathering, went to know more about course, and i also
did catch up with Esther. only after i catch up with her, then i
realise we both were in the same boat on relationship area.

went clementi to have dinner with, shuqi fish michelle zibing and
also cp. the food sucks, and i even asked the aunty to change
a new serving to us. had a tiff with THL.

10/1/1009
went RP open house today, with jh and gf(sharon) haojie, michelle
and also chyepoh. met my sjab binglong hahas, i miss you =D

today i meet him again, but for less than an hour, as both of us
were tired, so after our dinner at west mall, we left.


i realise i became very sensitive or sometime over sensitive, you're not the one who told me this, but
i somehow felt that i change when i step into this relationship. i didn't want myself to turn like this
but i'm so sorry, idk whether you ever blame me for this, but somehow i'm unhappy about myself
being like this. i tends to be selfish and wanted to keep you alone with me, but i knew that was impossible.
i always think that we are spending lesser time with each other, that might be cos i'm working and
you were also working at that time, so to me we ain't putting much effort in our relationship. i'm afraid
this relationship would be gone very soon, i never want to commit in relationship in the past, but this time
round, i committed. i don expect you to do the same thing as i do, but i do hope, and we will improve.
but i'm glad to see that we are doing fine now, though we still didn't spend much time with each other, but
i think, and i believe we will try to spend more time with each other, even just like today within an hour or
something. i will change. you too alright?

baby sorry, and i love you=D
missing you right now!